Career, Life Matthew Gattozzi Career, Life Matthew Gattozzi

Inspired by Others

This past weekend I was able to adventure around Seattle with some awesome people that I mentioned from last week's blog post. Gwen is my sister I never had growing up and Robbyn is my second mother. They are family and are so loyal to me. I love their company because they support me so much within my dreams. Getting to be with old company in a new city was so refreshing and man, did we get to do a lot around this city. 

I will have pictures and more from our expeditions around the city and in the mountains. Here is a sneak preview of what is to come for the website!

I also was lucky to receive a free ticket to attend a performance of Kidd Pivot.

Speechless. 

So let me attempt to describe one of the best, if not the best experience I have ever had at the theatre. 

Crystal Pite is a beautiful artist and choreographer. If you read my blog post about Crystal Pite working with the Pacific Northwest Ballet this past fall, you know that I am in love with her. Her dance company, Kidd Pivot, which is based out of Vancouver, BC in Canada created a new work with actor Jonathon Young from Electric Company Theatre called Betroffenheit. The word betroffenheit, according to Kidd Pivot's video below, is a German word with a loose English translation meaning, "a state of shock and trauma so all-encompassing no words can do it justice." Through dialogue, dance, and theatrics, Crystal Pite and Jonathon Young masterfully created a work of art that blew my mind. It dug into my soul and created a dialogue within myself of hard times. How have I coped with loss? Have I actually dealt with my emotions or have I kept them locked away in myself?

The dancers were phenomenal. I have never seen people move the way they did and their movements evoked emotions. After this performance I sat in shock. A few tears were shed. I honestly have never been so affected by a dance performance. This opened my mind to what a stage can do to a person. It can inspire people and evoke emotions deep in the hearts of many.

Ultimately, I was inspired to perform. Performing is so special. I can communicate ideas to people through a medium other than speech. Performing is complex and there are many layers behind a show. To have the opportunity to play a part of something on stage is incredible. I perform for the people in the audience in hopes that their life will have a new perspective. 

As I have done auditions for a professional contract, I have also auditioned in hopes to be able to perform for people. In my last blog post, I mentioned that I had some phone calls over the last week. Those phone calls were from Ballet Austin, who I auditioned for in San Francisco a few weeks ago. They are very interested in me and they a flying me down to audition for their company. I fly down today, March 28th, in hopes of getting a contract and being able to perform for a new city. Maybe one day I will have the privilege to perform professionally for an audience who will leave the theatre with a new perspective of this world. I am excited to see where this journey to the south takes me.

Betroffenheit describes a state of shock and trauma so all-encompassing no words can do it justice. Through a powerful performance that combines dance and theatre, choreographer Crystal Pite and writer and performer Jonathon Young bring the audience on a rollercoaster ride of loss, addiction, and recovery.
A Kidd Pivot, Electric Company Theatre co-production Created by Crystal Pite and Jonathon Young Premiered on July 23, 2015 at Bluma Appel Theatre, Toronto, Canada Written by: Jonathon Young Choreographed and Directed by: Crystal Pite Performers: Bryan Arias, David Raymond, Cindy Salgado, Jermaine Spivey, Tiffany Tregarthen, and Jonathon Young Composition
Betroffenheit describes a state of shock and trauma so all-encompassing no words can do it justice. Listen to choreographer Crystal Pite discuss the process of creating the show in this Banff Centre Talks excerpt, hosted by Dominic Girard. Crystal and her company, Kidd Pivot, were at The Banff Centre in 2015 creating and refining "Betroffenheit".
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